the Light
I’m really sick of living with my family. Their values and beliefs are so different to mine that it’s just not worth the trouble of trying to get along. I often consider suicide but probably won’t because one thought keeps me going: the knowledge that in three years time I will be able to do something positive with my life – something much more worthwhile than this lot. I will follow the Light, and hope to be as close to Xyrael as possible (the character in my book) throughout. And then I’ll go and see them all, and see how they turned out. Millionaires? Some may be. High-class business wo/men? Probably not. Capitalist, commercialist slaves? Yep.
I don’t think that my efforts to change them are going to work, because so far they are all continuing in their ways. But that’s up to them, and since you can’t choose your relatives and I agree with the maxim that it’s one’s choices and not abilities that define who they are I don’t really mind and I’m not going to be ashamed of being related to them, for that is totally illogical. I’m glad I have the online community and those I know from 3rror and the IBDof amougst others to be able to talk to because the advice given on this blog can be invaluable.
*sigh*
I’m glad I’ve written about this. What do you think?
HI Sean,
Please don’t kill yourself. Rosie and I would really miss having you around. Your blog’s very coolio!
Have a good day!
Yes best not kill yourself, after all who would help me get my pictures on the net. Check out my blog as well. Read your blog about the library/librarians. Email me sean so that I know which email to use, and then I will send answers to you, rosie and alex. Off to the beach now I think for an hour or two. Speak soon Andy Lee
Okay Sir, start posting more comments because it is a nice way of keeping in touch.